challenges

December 9  Challenge. So what was my challenge this year?  You know it has to be facing my dying Father in hospital.  I didn’t want to see him so ill. I didn’t want to see him obviously dying. I didn’t want to be there when he took his last breath. It was an almost paralysing [...]

I officially hate 2009

This is the hardest post ever.  It’s over. Dad passed away on the 15th November and I feel numb. Numb, can’t focus, teary, vague… I don’t know, everything is too hard at the moment.  This is how it went: In my last post I went home because my sister had to leave for a while.  [...]

one day at a time

Dad’s health has worsened and he’s been admitted to hospital. We drove up and back (about 8hrs all up) on Sunday as it sounded very bad but he has been the same now for the last few days. He is sleeping a lot, is vague, sometimes cranky, sometimes disoriented, not eating a lot but at [...]